Everything is going really well, even Christmas is under control, so a bit of a surprise to wake this morning in the middle of a panic attack.  As my friend Cathi would say ‘Deep breff Kim, deep breff.   Pulled myself together and started to look at why I was worrying, I have a mega busy year ahead and taking a massive risk which I can’t afford to cock up.  As the year draws to an end and 2015 gets closer, the realisation that I will have to put in more time and effort to keep all the balls in the air is a little overwhelming.     Is it ok to say that sometimes I get fed up working even though I love what I do?  Well I have said it now, hopefully tomorrow I will feel calmer.   I am having a crisis of confidence, or am I getting an intuitive vibe saying back out now, oh feck, I really don’t know what to do.  (worried face) :(